Lunariat

Ok so I started this blog with the intention to blog...regularly ( used that adverb with everything in life lol), I just seem to always struggle with the 'regularly' part. The thing is, I don't know what to blog about. Although, a lot is going on actually in my life lately ( well kinda!) and so many things to look up to but I still don't know what to put down in words.  I want this place to be free, with no rules or structure, just so I can actually release my thoughts and write. But being a literature student, there is always the pressure of punctuation...hah! you didn't think I was going to say thoughts and style, did you? Well, that's another level story..aaand even as a literature student I still get to make mistakes. Plus, nobody is reading this so it's cool. So, today I watched Julie and Julia. God that movie always gets me soo excited about food, cooking, writing and well life in general. The fact that it's a real story makes it even more

First times are always awkward... Even if they are not the first first times.. Look at me now, blogging for the first time in years and a day Through lyrical expression, I may push the awkwardness away Oh no! I am not about to turn this into a rythm It's an old style that could limit my freedom Let's go back to the main point of  why I am blogging I've been through a lot, that I forgot, how good it feels Trying to reattach to my old (younger) self Not much has changed, though my grammar has improved I dislike structure, and few rhymes could be used I am not a poetess and this is not a poem Though, anything that expresses loss and lack of prose nowadays, it's is called poetry No, I am not bashing modernity I hold nothing but respect for all the people of creativity but sometimes it gets rediculous with all these wannabe-artsy I am really contemplating the need to increase my vocabulary  Because word is power, word is worth So, I am either discovering or showcasing that I