Lunariat

It feels scary and unwelcoming I haven't been here in so long do I dare to face the blankness?  I am staring at it, so feverishly  do I still have what I don't know if I ever had? where was I? did I run away or detach? I couldn't run away  I couldn't hide not because she won't let me hide  but there are spots and little corners where I can hide made by her so everywhere I go, is just another passageway  It's a blank paper's maze It's a blank paper's world